बेहुली अनि उ

जब ऊ रुदै आफ्नो जन्म दिने घर छाड्छे
आमा म जादिन भनि कराउछे अनि चिच्यौछे।

उसले हेर्छ अनि मन निराश पार्छ
मन खिन्न बनाउदै टुलु टुलु हेरी रहनछ।

आज ऊ बिहानै उठ्छे हात मुख धोई चुल्हो जलाउछे
चेली बेटी संग कुरा गर्छे अनि खै के कुरा मा खितकी छाडेर हास्छे।

उसले फेरी हेर्छ मन गद गद पार्छ
अनि हिजो को उसको रुवाई सम्झेर मन बिचल्ली मा पार्छ।

ऊ बिहानी भर सोचेर बस्छ अन्योल मा पर्छ
साथि भाइ संग गएर वार्तालाप गर्छ।

रुवाई उसको महत्वपुर्ण हथियार हो एउटा ले व्यंग्य गर्छ
हिज उसले त्यो हथियार मा बेस्क्नी धार लगाएकी हो।

भोलि देखि उसले यसलाई प्रयोगमा ल्याउनेछे
मन मा लागेका आफ्नो स्वार्थ पुरा गर्नेछे।

थप्दै अगाडी बढ्छ, होइन, बेदना मा डुबेकी थि उ
आमा संग को वर्षौ को संगत छाड्नु परेको थियो।

वर्षौ बसेको घर अनि साथि-संगिनी त्याग्नु परेको थियो
नया ठाउ अनि नया घर अपनाउनु परेको थियो।

जब ऊ रुदै आफ्नो जन्म दिने घर छाड्छे
आमा म जादिन भनि कराउछे अनि चिच्यौछे।

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आमाले न सिखाएको सब्द, डर।

१.
डर भन्ने कुरो खै किन छुदै छुयेन मेरो जिन्दगिलाइ। डरौथे त केवल आफ्नै बाउ सित। बाजे सित त डराइन, जसलाई देख्नासाथ सारा गाउ तर्सिन्थे।  बाजे को चप्पल गालामा न परेको होइन, यिनले माया पनि उतिनै गर्थे।

सायद मेरी आमाले मलाई डर को परिभासा न पढाएको भएर हुन सक्छ।  मन मा जे आयो तेही गरे।  जिन्दगीले जता डोर्यायो उतै लर्के।

:डी, त्यसो भन्न खोजेको होइन कि लाइफ मा डारौदै डराइन।  याद छ मेरो अंग्रेजी को पहिलो प्रिजन्टेसन, दुइ मिनट सबै को अगाडी ठिङ्ग उभेको, हात र खुट्टा ले झन्डै जवाब दिएको। अनि त्यो दिन कहाँ बिर्सन सक्छु जब उसलाई डेढ घण्टा लगाएर प्रोपोज गरेको थिए, सातो गाको थियो उसले गालि गर्छ कि भनेर।

२. …

थारु को हुन् ?

म सानै छदा कहिले काही हाम्रो घर मा पहाडी केरा को डोको बोकेर  आउनु हुन्थ्यो, एक जना बाजे।  म हजुरबा लाइ सोध्थे को हुन् इनि भनेर।  हजुरबा ले इनि मेरो मित हुन् भन्थे।  हामि केरा खादै रमौंथ्यो र मित बाजे संग गफ गर्थ्योउ। बाजे ले हामि लाइ नेपाली बोल्न सिकाउनु हुन्थ्यो।  बाजे १ हप्ता पछि फर्किनु हुन्थ्यो, १ बोरा चामल त्यहि डोको मा राखेर।     

अहिले म सोचेर दङ्ग पर्छु।  मित बाजे कोसौ टाढा पहाड बाट डोको बोकेर हाम्रो गाउ पैदल आउनु हुन्थ्यो र पैदल नै चामल बोकेर फर्किनु हुन्थ्यो।  मोटर चल्दैनथ्यो त्यति बेला।   हजुरबा ले भन्नु हुन्छ उहा धेरै गरिब हुनुहुन्छ भनेर। पहाड  मा जिउनु गार्हो छ अरे।  

त्यसैले नै होला धेरै पहाडी हरु चामल लिन तराई झर्थे २० साल पहिले।

हजुरबा ले भन्नु हुन्छ, हाम्रो ४० बिघा जमिन थियो।   नवलपरासी का धेरै गाउ हरु मा थारु हरु जमिन्दार थिए। बिस्तारै पहाडी भाग बाट मानिस हरु तराई वोर्लिए।  थारु हरु ले इन्लाई सरह दिए।  

आज एकजाना पहाडी साथि ले को हुन् थारु र के का लागि आन्दोलन गरिरहेका छन् भनेर सोधे। मेरो कुनै जवाब थिएन।  म उसको अनुहार हेरेर मुस्काए मात्र।     

Alphabets Kids will Learn in Future

Alphabets kids will learn in Future.

A: Amazon.com
A shopping Website.

B: Blogspot.com
A free blog website from google.com.
Bing.com
A search engine from Microsoft.

C: Cnn.com
CNN News Website

D: Dropbox.com
Share Files on the Cloud

E: Ebay.com
A shopping Website.

F: Flipkart.com
A shopping Website.
Facebook.com
A social networking website.

G: Google.com
A Search Engine

H: Hostgator.com
A Website Hosting Website

I: Instagram.com
Share Pictures online.

J: Jabong.com
A shopping Website.

K: Kakaku.com
A Chinese Website

L: Live.com
Email Website from Microsoft

M: Msn.com
A Search Engine from Microsoft.

N: Naukri.com
A Job Search Website.

O: Olx.in
Sell your old products online

P: Photobucket.com
Share images online

Q: Quikr.com
Sell your old products online

R: Rediffmail.com
An Email Website

S: SurveyMonkey.com
Create Surveys and Get Answers online.

T: Twitter.com
A microblog Website

U: Upload.com
Upload and Share Files

V: Vimeo.com
Upload and Share Videos

W: Wikipedia.org
The Free Encyclopedia

X: Xe.com
Live Exchange Rates.

Y: Youtube.com
Upload and Share Videos

Z: Zomato.com
Search Restaurants Nearby.

Information Compiled from alexa.com (Top 500 Websites on the Web)

1 MIN reading: I have learned

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(This text, which I found on the Internet, is attributed to me . I did not write it, but I think worth reproducing here)

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them;
I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back;
I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
I’ve learned that you can get by on charm, for about fifteen minutes. After that, you’d better know something;
I’ve learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I’ve learned that no matter how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take it’s place.
I’ve learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you’re downhill are the ones to help you get back up.
I’ve learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry.
I’ve learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I’ve learned that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to doesn’t mean that they don’t love you with all they have.
I’ve learned that maturity had more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you’ve learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.
I’ve learned that your family won’t always be there for you.
I’ve learned that no matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while.
I’ve learned that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to forgive yourself.
I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn’t stop for your grief.
I’ve learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I’ve learned that just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean they don’t love each other. And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do.
I’ve learned that we don’t have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I’ve learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
I’ve learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will get hurt in the process.
I’ve learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don’t even know you.
I’ve learned that it’s hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people’s feelings and standing up for what you believe.

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